Do you intentionally work on improving yourself? Status quo is never an option for me. I did life backwards. Kids then college. What I love about my scenario was fully understanding the value of learning, education, thriving. To take care of my family, I had to work on improving my skills, how I handled life,Continue reading "Improvement is Revival"
REJECTION IS REVIVAL
Complex PTSD is, well, complex. In my current study it said: "do people consider you complicated. Change the narrative, you are complex, beautifully complex." Amen. Fight or Flight mode, trauma response, hypervigilence, catatonic immobility and others are real. Recently, I was rejected completely. Banned from returning to a group because my values and my publishingContinue reading " REJECTION IS REVIVAL"
2026 Revival of the Fittist
Revival - A reawakening of spiritual fervor.A restoration of bodily and mental to consciousness to life to success. Life is life and sometimes it is the mundane motions of walking this path that stagnate your soul. I feel stuck. Same job that I love however, new systems, new tasks, less time for the part ofContinue reading "2026 Revival of the Fittist"
THE ELEPHANT
My mother used to say, "nobody ever notices the elephant in the room." Interestingly enough she was originally fooled by charmers like I was. In fact, having known my last abuser, when he was a teenager, she and other members of my family thought, "He is one of the kindest people I've ever met." ...andContinue reading "THE ELEPHANT"
Devotion
I am devoted to some things in which I need to surrender. How about you? Daily I walk with God imperfectly, and I like to think that I am hopelessly devoted to Him. Sometimes, though my priorities falter, my control of situations kicks in, my need for gratification overshadows my love for my Savior, myContinue reading "Devotion"
